stress

i do not know. seriously. i think that this year is more hectic than the preceding one. i mean i had been busy for all the time last year but i felt it was unproductive effort. however, for the past month i've done almost all of my homework in time. well, some assignments, like for history and a SINGLE workdsheet in maths, i have not passsed up. and yes, i've done atrociously for all my class tests. but i feel like i'm at least achieving something. yes, just a feeling. french is a different story of course. still, i have a long way to go. i must study vigorously day and night. nah, not night. i'll save night time for much needed rest. i am trying to keep a uniform sleeping habit by lying down at 2o3o and waking up at o7oo. unbelievable huh. but it works. somehow i am more active at lesson. well, despite the fact that zhenying is sitting beside me. i mean who can sleep when you're sitting beside a person like zhenying. on the contrary, one would probably get hyperactive just by sitting with her. anyways, sleeping and waking at a fixed time should curb my insomnia. no i do not think i'm suffering from it. just that i hate waking up tired and still sleepy. it makes life less humorous. some thing like this blog. yes maybe i should type something hilarious next time.